Last night i tried to sleep early for a change. I tried sleeping at 9pm but it took me an hour to fall asleep. Then i woke up at 12mn and my brothers were still using the computers. I really can’t sleep with the light on unless i’m really sleepy. When i got my brothers to go to sleep, it was 12:45am. Even with the lights closed, i couldn’t fall asleep. I kept tossing and turning and i ended up sleeping at 2:30am. Why must i sleep late, even if i try to sleep early? :\
May 2010
radelaide:wisdomcity:dennychong:paintmyworlddarkblue:moriorinvictus:
zombiebrainz:happytacos:thedisposableteen:vivalalynn:geraldineskeeeding:
whyhellobeautiful:caassandruhh:himynameistiana:abzsterz:adaisyintherain
hay
:c
I watched this video of Corey Williams aka “smpfilms” on youtube. At the end of the (30 minute) video, he says “Think about who you were 5 years ago and who you are now. Everybody changes.” So this was me at 13 :))
5 years ago:
- I was about to start 1st year high school
- I was incredibly quiet
- I had very little confidence
- I was more of a follower. I did the stuff other people were doing instead of doing my own thing. I didn’t do bad stuff though, I was more of a goody-goody
- I was a nobody (as sad as that sounds)
- I barely had any friends until Drei and Jason came along
- I got back into anime through Gundam Seed Destiny (thats how i met Drei and Jason)
- I was fat
- I knew no girls other than the ones in my family
- I never drank any form of alcohol
Now:
- I’m about to start 1st year college
- I’m not so quiet anymore huhu
- I more confident now thanks to everyone in E
- I do a lot of crazy things now like spinning on escalators and dancing to kpop
- I’m not nobody, thats for sure
- I have my own circle of friends which i adore very much
- I’m still into anime and i also have kpop
- I was fat, got thin, getting fat again :))
- I know some now :))
- as of now, I still haven’t drank any form of alcohol
So I can say i’ve changed a lot and i’m waiting to see what the future has in store for me. High school really is the best 4 years of my life cuz college is gonna be whooooooa :))